December 2009
In 2009,
I went to my first concert, and soon later became a habit to go to concerts. Without the energy and pushing and shoving I wouldn’t know where I’d be because I love the scene, the adrenaline rush.
I got the courage to try some things out that I would have never done in my life. I played in our High School Marching Band in percussions.
I wasn’t too intimidated to ask a guy to...
I got the base for your face Yes I can hold it down These kids are such a disgrace I need an older crowd
Who are we?
We’re human, and we’re not perfect. Nobody is, but we’re all here to make a statement of our own. To live, breathe, and experience things like there’s no tomorrow. So why build yourself upon lies, and things that are stupid that you won’t remember the next day.
The difference between can and cannot are only 3...
I wanna be your eyes so that you can see what you...
your eyes had lies,
What is it about telling the truth. In the process you’d be afraid that you’d hurt someone, to the point that they would never talk to you ever again. Telling the truth has its ups and down, you would feel so much better but you’re afraid of the outcome. So would you rather tell a lie, then the truth to someone. That you’d know that in the end, a part of them would break.
I’m nervous but I’m telling the...
i always wait for the karma.
(via seaniegiiirl)
Never should I have told you that I fell in love
You’re going to regret that you left me.
“How can you tell me that you’re mind’s made up;
when I see you...”
– papercut
.. so what now.
I slept through the annual christmas parade, I already have a laptop, I have everything that I could want for Christmas. Don’t get me wrong, I’m grateful, but today is just like any other day in my life. I don’t get what the big deal is.
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this year to save me from tears,
This holiday thing isn’t working for me, there are just too many things running through my head, my body doesn’t cooperate with me anymore, and thats why I’m here, at 2 in the morning, writing about nonsense as the music from my I-tunes softly attempting to pull me to sleep. When you were little Christmas was the best time of the year, apart from your birthday or something, you...
when you're young, everything feels like the end...
i'm a reindeer.
For the next two days. Winter Break is going to be great, I needed this. Or my head would’ve exploded. I’m going to not do anything for a few days, then start on my Economics outline and take home test. In between, I’ll finish my breadth pieces start a self portrait in pencil, and figure out my concentration sketches. Hello 2010, it’s going to be my year<3
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I’d like to make myself believe that someday you’d fall for me It’s not like I’m gonna tell you to your face or anything because I’m too afraid you’d disagree
And in all honesty,
I don’t know who you are anymore. But then again did I ever know the real you? So many personalities running through you, you don’t even know who you are anymore. And it concerns me to a degree and sooner or later everything will hit you all at once. I’ll be by your side, but don’t think I’m going to save you out of every stick situation.
With the last ounce of energy I have left,
I finished my term paper. I don’t even want to think about it anymore, and maybe next time when I’m assigned something I’ll do it earlier? Though, in my defense I had everything planned out, I just didn’t really feel like typing it all out. Tomorrow is the last day before break and it couldn’t come any faster. I’m in need of just sleeping in, finishing up my...
No school tomorrow,
means I’m going to do the exact same thing I did today. Which was basically nothing.
If you could see what I'm seeing,
You would want to get out of here as fast as you could too. If you could feel what I’m feeling right now, if only. You wouldn’t want to be in my shoes, everything is in slow motion, and I feel like I’m just watching everything go by.
We don't click like we used to,
Maybe it’s because we got to know each other, I said something stupid, or maybe it’s always late when we talk and early for you, so my statements don’t even make sense anymore. But, it hurts to see that you’re noticing me more then others. Or maybe it’s just all in my head because I’m paranoid when people talk to me. I can’t trust people, but you...
'Cause she can't ever fall in love, cause this is...
Go, Go, Go we never had the time because we move too slow
